As I set here talking to friends on skype and checking facebook and emails and different things all I can think about is I am one day closer to you. We are so close yet again we are so far away to seeing each other.
Yesterday some friends and I started Biggest Loser Army Wives Sytle and I weighed myself on Monday and I weighed 170 and then I weighed myself on Tuesday and I weighed 168. Since my sweet husband has left I have lost 32 pounds and my goal is to get to 125 and if I can't I am ok with that.
I have found out that I have ADHD and need to retrain myself on how to do things and that is very hard for me. I am now keeping a calendar of everything and writing everything down. I just have to remember my list when I leave so I know what I need to do for the day.
Finding this out now at the age I am is hard and then finding it out well he is gone is even harder. One thing I have learned is when you find things out and you tell your spouse it makes it real, I mean really real when they are not here. It has also made me grow up even more because it made me realize that I was not being a very good wife to him.
So as Santa would say making a list and checking it twice going make sure I do things right. Hubby is coming home Hubby is coming home Hubby is coming home sooooooooooooooooooon.
Well my rambling has gone on long enough talk later. Have a great day.
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