A step closer to you

As I set here talking to friends on skype and checking facebook and emails and different things all I can think about is I am one day closer to you.  We are so close yet again we are so far away to seeing each other. 
Yesterday some friends and I started Biggest Loser Army Wives Sytle and I weighed myself on Monday and I weighed 170 and then I weighed myself on Tuesday and I weighed 168.  Since my sweet husband has left I have lost 32 pounds and my goal is to get to 125 and if I can't I am ok with that. 
I have found out that I have ADHD and need to retrain myself on how to do things and that is very hard for me.  I am now keeping a calendar of everything and writing everything down.  I just have to remember my list when I leave so I know what I need to do for the day.
Finding this out now at the age I am is hard and then finding it out well he is gone is even harder.  One thing I have learned is when you find things out and you tell your spouse it makes it real, I mean really real when they are not here.  It has also made me grow up even more because it made me realize that I was not being a very good wife to him.
So as Santa would say making a list and checking it twice going make sure I do things right.  Hubby is coming home Hubby is coming home Hubby is coming home sooooooooooooooooooon. 
Well my rambling has gone on long enough talk later.  Have a great day.

We have many journeys

We have many journeys in the military from deployments, to field time, to school time and then different ones for us just not our serviceman.  I love my journey as a mother, homemaker, school teacher, and other hats that I wear.

I am starting a new journey and it is my weight loss and it is really hard to do because I really hate how I look but have no clue how to lose the weight.  I can tell others how to do it but taking my own advice is the hardest.  I am currently 172 and would really like to get down to at least 125 if not 120.  I was hoping to be able to lose this weight before my husband gets back from his deployment....I might be able to lose some of it but I don't think I will be able to lose all of it.

My goals is to write on this blog every day with how I am doing with my weight lost and anything else I want to write.

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